


hayati.16.
Labels: blog skin, chocolate liquor, Meet-the-parent session, peanut siting
like the skin?lol, roses...
Fee: you confuse me about this liquor issue.
Anyway, so much i want to blog about!
I was asked to come back for meet the parent session.
for the FIRST time in SECONDARY SCHOOL
I was shocked when Mr Prakash told me.
My SC juniors had their eyes wide open with my reaction.
=.=
Mdm Hartati wanted to see my mum.
in my head "OMG! what did i do wrong? My results cant be that bad right?"
it was repeated like a broken record.
Anyway, One wow thing happened to me
I saw peanut! lol
for real... eh im not kidding.
i completed most of my homework on that faithful day: 12/03/09
i did it in school
since there was air-con and ppl were doing their pure physics test.
i went home alone since most of them were still doing that test.
as i walked down the stairs in silence, i thought of peanut. 5th floor incident.
i was damn relaxed when i waited 4 mins for the train because i missed the last one by a few seconds.
and when i walked in the train, i looked up.
OMG! i denied myself of seeing peanut the whole journey coz most of the time i was wrong.
anyway, i decided to take the staircase at fajar.
peanut followed behind! then walked pass me.
i realized the "scent". Its different but how many ppl wear cologne to school?
i called out his name and he turned.
he is sooooooo more macho? syu said its only in my eyes...and he walked off.
On friday, i stayed back for MT remedial.
followed by syu.
we studied together for an hour which seemed to pass by so fast
my mum smsed me. serentak, her mum smsed her.
and so we went down from the 6th floor to the 1st.
take lift! haha.
clement called us "girls"
i cannot respect that.
anyway, went to meet mdm hartati
she said i was too thin, frail and fragile.
i need to not try so hard.
im lucky she didnt elaborate on the sleeping-in-class part
phew.
she was shocked to know im Sufiyana's sister.
and also when i told her i got a C5 for MT
On sunday, went to the library for one full day.
the library visit was okay.
anyway, 2 ppl stared at me in the TOILET!
it was weird, but then i realized something when i walked out.
"i look like a minah today".
those couple types.
went home with packed food for family.
had MT mock on monday: 16/03/09
im just glad id finish okay!
natalia was stretching even before i completed my bahagian B
lol.
okay so if i fail/ get another C, i think i will cry. (damn ugly)
still my heart would ache so much to care.
id be so frustrated.
!! !!
. _ .
oh so drama!
11:44 AM
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Labels: chocolate liquor
its comforting i guess but im still not going to eat it, just to be safe;)
oh so drama!
11:48 AM
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Labels: chocolate liquor
i ate liquor.
it was NOT INTENTIONAL
i just found out the granola bar i was eating had liquor.
NOTE TO ALL:
QUAKER'S CHEWY GRANOLA BAR CHOCOLATE CHUNKS HAS CHOCOLATE LIQUOR!*
let it be a warning to all muslims out there.
omg.......
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common test1 is over.
I had no time to finish my papers.
no time for the last few pages.
i received some of my results.
Elementary Math: 28/40
Science Physics: 42/55
Mother Tongue: 35/61
i hate this. i dont mind emaths and physics because the mistakes i made was because i was careless. I know the concept well enuf just that my mind was not in the correct state to do the paper properly. My Mother Tongue sucks. Out of ALL the girls and MOST of the guys, i did extremely bad. I feel so low, degenerated from the class. I dont belong with them. Kefahaman pulled me way down. 9/26! i really suck at this, even in kindergarten, followed to primary school and secondary school, final year. Airmata berlinangan. I cried just before i went to bed yesterday because of it. This morning, my mata was a little sembab. I tried to cover it with dabs of powder.
I still cant find my tie. I LOST MY TIE! toot, how much more irresponsible can i get. I searched my shelf, drawers, table, under the bed, bags... i cant find it. god hear my plea.
oh so drama!
6:54 PM
as of 30Jan2009